Wow...How pathetic am I? I was soooo set on being a blogger the day I found out Sanders was a boy....and wham! He's almost a year, Im preggo with twins (yes, that's two; three under the age of 18 months) and I haven't written a post since. Bad mommy I am! I guess I've been- busy? There have been days I have had so many good things to post...but my laziness has caused me not to get on and post them. So, like a new years resolution that I WILL KEEP, I am promising myself to post on my blog at least twice a week. Feel free to shoot me hate mail at Brady.hall@yahoo.com if I don't keep up with it. Where to begin? I cannot believe Sanders is almost a year old. Time sure does fly by. The Lord has blessed us with an amazing child (yes, I am the mother, so I can say it.) Really. He's been pretty easy. Such a happy boy. The first six weeks were tough, but after that, he picked up a routine and that made my life a whole lot easier. Every day gets better and better with him around. Matt has been an amazing support in a husband and father. There is not one thing that he hasn't tried to do on his own with Sanders. From the very beginning he would come home and tell me to leave for and hour or two, so I could have some free time- how wonderful!!! Little pumpkin is ALMOST walking...any day now. Im pretty sure he has a double dose of stubborness from his father and I- if you could get somewhere fast crawling, wouldn't you just crawl? I sure would!
The Surprise- ummm...getting preggo and not only that, but with twins. I cried and said some not nice words when I found out I was pregnant again. I have Ally and Anna to thank for me not being institutionalized that day. I called Susie at Dr. Dawkins office and somehow communicated to her (thru sobbing) that I was pregnant and didn't want to be. She was estatic...calming me down and letting me know what a blessing a child is. That night Matt came home and I was feeding Sanders. I balled right as he walked in the door ( I'm sure he thought I was dying of something.) Through my sobbing I finally got out that I was pregnant. He stood there with a smile on his face and said great. Great?!?!? Why wasn't he upset like me? Thank God for his support! Three days later I found out it was not just one, but two. Matt sat on the floor, my mom had her hands on her face saying "oh my gosh...oh my gosh" and I just laughed. I laugh when I get nervous. I couldn't stop laughing. The whole staff at the doctors office couldn't quit chuckling...I thought- laugh! Do ya'll want to provide financially for the family? It was ok for me to laugh, but not them!!!! To top off everything, I lost my job two weeks later. No more free car. No more free gas. No more free car insurance. Oh! and no more paycheck. What were we going to do?
Through all of the events of the past three months, the Lord has reitturated how much he LOVES me and is going to care for the family. I always have known it, but at times, I know it takes events like this in a life to wake up and see reality. I had been MISERABLE at my job for so long. As I have told many people, the Lord knew I would never have quit- why would I with all the great benefits. I knew I wasn't supposed to be doing that job any more. The almost six year run as a pharmaceutical rep had been a life changing experience. SO many great memories. However, it was time for me to move on. I'm thankful Matt and I have been doing Dave Ramsey for three years- without the budgeting knowledge we now have, we would be in a really messed up situation. God had all this in plan. Matt even got a new job in December that significantly raised his pay- I know all things in life happen for a reason, it's just really cool when you can look back and put the puzzle pieces together! I know there are a lot out there struggling and hurting right now. My encouragement would be to not lose hope! Jeremiah 29:11 "For I know the plans I have for you, declares the Lord. Plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans for a hop and future."
So, as the days ahead approach, I will confidently lift my head high, knowing my Father is in control! Matt, Sanders, Max and I are going to cram in every fun and memorable moments we can before the next two arrive. I am trying to say sane myself by running, hanging out with friends, and attempting to relax. I'm not good at relaxing, so I have to make myslef just sit sometimes. Be praying for our sanity!!!! Tootles